1 Peter 3:15

Things are definitely looking up. I hate you have to find what you don't want to realize how happy you were with your before. I had a Silent Dinner tonight at South Park. It was soo much fun! A silent dinner is a dinner for deaf people. It was extremely tough at first I was feeling soooo shy!!! Like what if the got angry at me for not signing quick enough?!? But they were totally cool about everything and I met some really cool people. I have also acquired a new friend named Jenna, shes very sweet and I think we are going to a drag show on Thursday after class haha. Everything is just falling into place finally and its definitely making me feel a ton better about decision. "But in your heart be set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have, But do this with gentleness and respect." WOW can you say clarity. I feel like he wrote this for specifically me and my situation. I love that about the bible, How God wrote the book for everyone and there is a verse for everything you have ever, and will ever go through. I have decided I need to be single for a while. I am weighing my options and possibly altering my path and looking at where God wants me and its not the time for me to have another person that close in my life. The stress that comes with those kinds of relationships are the kind that can negatively sway decisions and thats the last thing I need right now. :) off to bed to work tomorrow then MC time and maybe, quite possibly a tattoo:) we shall see