Psalm 89:2

No:) i have not abandoned my blog haha I just have too much on my plate

I worked today and shopped (thank god) and now finally home to do some MUCH needed homework and a project before my concert thing with my current man friend;) and then ECU on friday..NOT much time to do all that needs to be done and i need to pack and minimize all the messiness i call my room. Times like these just give me the THANK YOU GOD feeling:) i actually do better under stress than when I am bored haha (weird I know) "I will declare that you love stands firm forever, that you established your faithfulness in heaven itself" Seriously I love the bible. There is absolutely no situation I can think of that the bible doesn't have insight on. Though it may not be what you WANT to hear its what you NEED to hear. I think thats why more people don't read it. Because they are so used to this world telling them what they want to hear and not what is needed. Think about fat people.... Do they get called out? negative they just get cute plus size clothes and buy one get one free at the mcdonalds. " What this world needs is for us to care more about the inside than the outside" I love this song. It means so much to me I mean all the lyrics seriously just click. Its by Casting Crowns. Its so true if you start realizing how much we truly know about stars that we idealize and look up to. I mean really sure Heidi Klum is a beautiful woman, seems to be a great mother and wife, has wonderful fashion sense, and is severely classy... But what is her opinion on God or even bigger religion? What about morals? We don't have any idea. That is what should be on TV and making people famous. We would all aspire to be BETTER people not necessarily prettier people. I know this sounds hypocritical coming from someone who wants to spend her life dressing people but I feel like the way you dress should represent your inner beauty so that it will attract people to learn more about you and you can share your views, help them through their struggles, love them like jesus, act as Christ, oh lets just say all the goals as a christian:)