Psalm 144:2

Worthy of love

I have struggled with this concept for a while like oh lets say some three years:)

I first heard it in this Bethany Dillon Song "Beautiful" and in the chorus the line says

"Just want to be worthy of Love" from that moment on it struck a chord in my heart. For a while I strived for it, Then pondered on it then for a while convinced myself God created us all worthy of love. One day I sat down and I heard the song again so I started searching through the bible and found Matthew 5:48 "Be perfect as your heavenly father is perfect". SO... We are not created worthy or perfect though he sees us this way. Haha Dumb me so I searched deeper for answers Psalm 144:2 "He is my loving God and my fortress, my strong hold and my deliverer, my shield in whom I take refuge, who subdues peoples under me" Many of you might not see this as relevant but it led me to think on how worthy our God is of love.. I started thinking God does not love us because we are worthy, because we are not, We are worthy because he loves us and that makes us worthy of love. Such a revelation:)

Today should be a good day! its my last day of my yucky art class and I got to sleep till one today because I took the day off and took my turn at staying home with my sweet sister who is under the weather yuck! I am going to write tonight about facing my fear which I did monday but TOTALLY forgot to write about it :) off to start the day