Proverbs 3:6

Wow.. eventful day, i discovered that earlier in the year a relationship i had was practically a joke. My friend from work set me up with a guy i totally had the hots for and he and i hung out for a bit and shared a lot of deep secrets, truly bonded... or so i thought. It turns out the whole time he was cheating on me with her, then they were secretively a couple after i lost interest in him, ouch. can you say soap opera? Now she is pursuing interest in his bff that i am friends with and asked me not to say anything to him. While in the mean time my ex-whatever wants me back and "I realized how good I had it and how i wronged you and miss you and want you back". Well my first instinct was to slash his tires and key his car, then i realized wait.... you are happy, you have someone who respects you and is worth your time, effort and sweet gestures, SCREW HIM! so i told him that i was sorry he was a little too late and i was completely happy with my new guy and wanted nothing to do with him. Then I watched a movie with my new guy, (from this post on I am going to call him Metro :) and he reminded me with his sweet presence, class and just general consideration for my feelings that I truly deserve more than i have been settling for. My relationship thus far with Metro has been exactly what I need. He is in know way clingy and is mature and is extremely considerate for people in general (not just me). I haven't felt restricted as I generally do when I have a new man friend. I am at such a peace with everything in my life right now. "In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." I feel as though God is giving me strength because I have so much going on and this is such a "forming" stage in my life. I am learning and discovering things about real/adult life everyday. Things that will affect the kind of adult I will be.