Exodus 33:14

Wow. another good day:) started off late i was so exhausted and still am, then straightened the room ate breakfast (for once in my life) and got dressed and went to Gastonia and shopped a bit then back home, went through my sisters winter clothes, watched SNL went to dinner with my man friend and then coffee:) I haven't met anyone who can make me smile as much as he does ever. He makes me laugh and i think that is why i am so attracted to him. Its not like other guys i have been attracted to before, i think this is the difference between attraction and lust. They can be hard to distinguish. The only thing I don't really agree with is he has no religious/spiritual association and that scares me. I have been in relationships before with guys who don't believe in God and they have not been good for me. But he is also different he has a reason he doesn't believe in it. He has educated himself in the history of philosophy and believes in was created so people would have a common ground to communicate peacefully. I believe that it is a thing you feel not think. I feel God and you can't talk me out of it. I know he is there and he makes himself know on a daily basis in my life. It scares me that someone can function without acknowledging him. But we will see how it goes, he is in no way disrespectful of my faith, just simply doesn't agree with it. I think I can be OK with it. Just going to wait and see. "The Lord replied, My presence will go with you, and I will give you the rest." Powerful, the majority of God's word seems to me like he wants us to succeed, He doesn't want you to fall on your face he wants you to learn and will only give you the struggles he knows you can make it through. This reminds me of a quote i read a while back "God doesn't give you the people you want in your life he gives you the people you need" Which is very, very, true. Looking back I wish I hadn't associated with some of the people I associated with but if I hadn't I wouldn't be the person I am today, and know what I know.