Colossians 1:10

Beginning.................................. Such a positive word. Totally what I am feeling at this very moment. I just feel like I have fresh eyes to everything. Everything is new and an experiment. I love this! I am in the process of cleaning my room and "getting back to basics" I am planning on getting my paints back out for the first time in a long, long while and sleeping the day away tomorrow :) I feel very, very free. No commitment, no obligations, just me and Jesus time! Reflection, Growth, development and direction. Thats precisely what I want and I just hope and pray that distractions are destroyed and put away. It has been a STRESSFUL week. I really needed this calm atmosphere God is providing for me. Its so easy to forget that he is the one who is providing this all for you. "And we pray this in order that you may live a life worthy of the Lord and may please him in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God". I think I may read the Prayer of Jabez again. I have not read it in several years and I have a need right now for more logic behind these feelings I have for God. Luckily, that is a good thing Metro has rubbed off on me. I want more reason behind my feelings and beliefs. I truly believe a relationship with God is something you feel not think first and from that HUGE, WONDERFUL discovery (beginning) you start thinking about why you feel this way and with God's guiding hand you discover the reasoning. I am also going to be borrowing a christian book from a friend of mine about "loving like Jesus" 1 John 4:7-8, I can't really remember the name right now but when I do I will OF COURSE blog about it :)