Romans 8:28

WEll... I am exhausted. from vacation, that sounds so so stupid haha Hopefully coming home tomorrow THANK GOODNESS! i have missed my amazing boyfriend and friends. I just want to be home where my stuff is and i have MY space and its MY HOME. Never realized how comfortable I am at home. I use to beg to leave town but idk this time I just didn't want to budge. Just so much going on and my friends are only home for a short while but Mom wanted to show us her home town and meet our great aunt and 2nd cousin and her children and husband. It has been wonderful. They are the greatest people. I bought the Bethany Dillon cd. Its exactly what I needed, she has recently gotten married and is discovering how it all works. Its hard to find a balance for a new relationship that means a lot to you and everything else going on in your life. I think what is the hardest is not to get consumed in anything but God, but invest feelings and time into everything else. "I’ve thrown punches in the air Chased after love that wasn’t there I know only you satisfy." The only thing in your life that will fully give back every single time is your relationship with God. "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." When you invest time in him it will always benefit you in one way or another. I have decided to dedicate more time to God is what I want out of this Fresh new year. I know this new year is what everyone needed. There is a song that I want my attitude to resemble its called "Everyone to know" its off Bethany Dillons new cd I am going to to post the lyrics at the bottom of this post . The funniest thing about it is I met Bethany Dillon about two years ago and she wrote the song Beautiful that I adore and have learned so much from.

Here we go

Let in the light from my window

Say goodbye to my sorrow

And hello, new day

My soul needed a rescue

A Hero, it had to be You

I know You’ve changed everything

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So I want everyone to know....

Everyone to know....

I want to tell the world about Your love....

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I’ve thrown years away

And every chance to change

It took so much to see my pride

I’ve thrown punches in the air

Chased after love that wasn’t there

I know only You satisfy

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To all the broken hearted....

The crippled and the weak....

We are all invited to taste and see....

To all of those who are searching....

Come find what you seek....

It is the truth that we all need