Isiah 40:29

Wow this is harder than expected. My best friend leaves for school tomorrow. My boyfriend is gone to school and we aren't really smooth sailing and I am stuck in idiot central. The closest I am to anyone is my boyfriend. But I don't want to turn into one of those girls who spend all her time with her boyfriend. I LOVE my friends and they were here first. Therefore they come before the boyfriend and he understands that. Just like my family comes before my friends because they were here before I even knew who they were they took care of me. Its all about priorities. Once you get them straight its smooth sailing. I already feel so empty and lonely. I have never lived so far from my bff. Who am I going to ramble about stupid stuff to? What am I supposed to do go to the gym with? Whose gonna go to mexican restaurants with me and act like idiots. It has never been so hard to be happy for someone else in my entire life! I just want to cry and eat ice cream in bed all day everyday. He is going where he really wants to go to school and making something of himself and I know its where he is supposed to be and I should be happy for him its just so darn hard. "He gives power to the weak. He increases the strength of him who has no might." I really need to find the strength to make it through this semester. If I start off on the wrong foot I know I wont make good grades.