1 corinthians 7:32-34

"I would like you to be free from concern. An unmarried man is concerned about the Lord's affairs, how can he please the Lord. But a married man is concerned about the affairs of this world- how can he please his wife. and his interest are divided." . I am beginning to see that God truly has wanted to use me all along but I have been divided in relationships and distractions. i think I am starting to understand a little better, He wants me to be single so he is my main focus because when there is someone else God doesn't receive the attention he deserves and the person I am with doesn't deserve me yet because he has not given God his full attention either so that he can become the man God wants him to be. I think this verse was directed towards the youth. God created woman for man because God didn't want him to be lonely, but when your you you haven't been alone (much less alive) long enough to be lonely. Another point I have come to realize is that if you truly love someone and want it to work then you want to give them your best, If you have not focused on God and truly built a relationship with a solid foundation you are not at your best and should not be with anyone. I have learned this first hand because now that it has gotten closer to the part of my life where I will go on to hopefully do something bigger than my self, at first it looked like art school and now it is looking like Africa no guy that has been in my life has been supportive of those aspirations. How could they be expected to be? They are not ready for that and thats why they shouldn't be in my life yet. No regrets just excited that God is showing me this now and at this point in my life before I give someone my heart and end up hurt.