Hosea 6:3

Lots going through my head, So i thought quiet time is exactly what I needed:) I really feel like lately I have been struggling with having patience. I just get so frustrated with everyone, about pretty much everything. My family bless their hearts have truly gotten the worst of it. I just am tired of getting so much done and being productive and seeing others not even try, yet they still get their pat on the back. So I am praying for a slight change of heart and for me not to notice how lazy and stupid people can be and just focus on continuing to be the best that I can be and accomplishing the most that I can accomplish. So I started thinking earlier today what If I mixed two of my biggest loves, Sign Language and travel. I am already joining the interpreter program at my school. What If I could find a ministry that I could travel to other countries and help deaf and hard of hearing? I could see that as being ultra fulfilling and meaningful. "Let us acknowledge the Lord; let us press on to acknowledge him. As surely as the sun rises, he will appear; he will come to us like the winter rains, like the spring rains that water the earth" I have also continued with my Beth Moore study of David and oh my gosh talk about a revelation, the one line that truly helped me to heal was this " Have you noticed how people who most ignore God are the first to blame him in tragedy?" This is so extremely true. If you realize who God is and how good he is to every single one of us and how he sees the big picture and he wants what is ultimately the best for you, THERE IS NO WAY you can blame him.